I think my brain is against me.
I woke up last night only because my brain told me that I had brought the baby into bed and was just about to lose her over the side.
I woke up, sitting bolt-upright, frantically searching my side of the bed for a baby that wasn't there. I then checked the floor around the bed incase she had already fallen out. - Secretly praying that Emma didn't find out that I had dropped the baby over the side!
What is really weird is that Emilia has been sleeping in her own cot, in her own room for over 4 months now and not once have I brought her into our bed at night.
What's also weird is that this isn't the first time I've had this dream. Seems to be a weekly thing, every week for the last 3 weeks.
What's also weird is that this isn't the first time I've had this dream. Seems to be a weekly thing, every week for the last 3 weeks.
The reason I write about it now is that (apart from the dream) last night was the first night for ages that was no reason to get up. No miaowing cats, no scared dog trying to get away from fireworks by digging under the bed, no crying baby and no disturbance from the chickens. Just my brain, and it took an hour to settle enough to allow asleep afterwards.
Apparently an unbroken night's sleep is too much to ask for! Hopefully, as I've not had any cheese tonight I shouldn't have any weird dreams!
I have done this!! Very scary and so real.
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